I often think that my life like walking on the single-plank bridge. If I don't concentrate on it, I would fall into the no end abyss.
The abyss for me are the test grade and my family's thought. I make effort as possible as I can do to let my family happy, because this thing is the only thing can make me feel I am a useful person, and let me feel I am alive. Maybe you think it very ridiculous that that kind life is no meaning. But if I get rid of it, I cannot find why I live.
No matter how I make effort to attend to the people, I always feel lonely. No matter how many friend I have, I never be their best friend. I know it connect to my personality, but it hard to me to make a change. Sometimes I would think why I need to live to suffer many difficulties and unhappy things, and then, I would get a answer : I have to live because if I dead, there are some person would feel sad and pain. So I still live in this world.
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Sometimes we don't understand why things are the way they are now but we will one day. There is so much learning in life to do and we must keep going until we find what it is. Day after day it will seem that it will never find us but there is a purpose and some days we will want to give up but we must never give up. You are right that many others will miss us so much if we die and we must show them how much we love and care for them. Show them we are happy to be alive and do good things for others and you will know what you will have to do in life. Good luck.
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