"Diary" The family meeting

Last weekend was the annual meeting to my family. In this day, no matter how far people lived should come back. Every year we take this meeting nearly Mother's Day and Father's Day, of course, to celebrate those festival. We took this meeting place in a restaurant which has buffet could let people to take food by self. Because my parents rarely take my brother and me to a restaurant, we always eat too much in this meeting to enjoy the feeling. But sometimes we ate too much that made us feel very bad. It was the "As one makes one's bed so one must lie on it."

This year had one another thing to celebrate, it was my cousin could enter the college. \(^ˇ^)/ Because of his poor Chinese, we were worry about him, it was a happy thing that we all feel luck to him.(Because he was the thirty-third candidate.)

"Thought" If only

When we love someone, we should express our love as we only had one day to love.

The movie I first saw was on the meeting of the faculty. In the beginning, I did not think too much, I just thought it was a love story. And then, it really was a love story, but the movie had another thing I could learn. When we love someone, we should love her/him as we only had one day to love her/him. It was very difficult that because we always think we have much time to company and say love to her/him. But in fact, the truth was very cruel that we may lose in accident. From the movie, I learned to make more serious when I was alive. Maybe my life was short, but I didn’t leave any regret. I thought the chief actor in this movie felt happy, although the survivor (the chief actress) would be pain and sad.

In fact, when the actress sang the last song, I was crying because of sadness. I know it to be reasonable the movie was a tragedy, but I couldn’t help stopping crying. My roommate said I was a susceptible person. I know this thing have a long time, however, I am very easy to cry. = =

"Diary" Mother's day

Although today was Mother's day, but my family celebrated the festival yesterday. You ask me why? Because my mother had other program today. I have complained the thing for five years, when things come to today,I couldn't say any word about it. After all, I was numb about it.

Returning to the article, my father and I subscribed a cake last Sunday. It was a eight inches cake, because my family couldn't eat too high calorie food, so my father choosed raspberry and mulberry. I teasted it not bad, but my mother still thought it too sweet. I didn't give my mother a card, because I didn't know what thing I could write to her. Maybe my mother knew what I think so she didn't ask me write a card to her. Sometimes I felt iniquity, but every time when she went to Hong-Kong alone, the iniquity almost disappeared. Because every time she went out, my father would be alone in home. My father need to work to support my family, if my mother went out the encumbrance arised.

After all, my family's celebration took place for my grandmother, at least, I consider it to be true.

"=_=" Ah, terrible feeling...

I know I should study hard when I am a student. Like much people I stay in a lazy condition after the middle examination of Anatomy, but the middle examination of Physic would come next Wednesday. Maybe I need to take a vacation to store the power which could motivate me to study much harder. I found that I often complain myself about lack of motivation. I am really a awful person, I couldn't make sure if I want to change I am full of remorse.

Ah, sometimes I think I am open-minded, sometimes I feel anxiety about many things. In the final analysis, what kind person I am, I think I was a person who hard to get along with. Because I always feel alone, not only in the people, but also getting along with friends. Did I open my mind when I chat with them? I think answer is "Yes.", but why ? Maybe that because I am not their best friend, getting rid of me, it nothing change in their life. Every time when I looking forward to the sky, I often think if I suddenly disappear, if anyone will be sad or happy...

Ah, thinking too much can not change anything, I should do is going to study now, as for the meaning of my life, let it sleep in the deepest and darkest place.

"Diary" After the exam...

The middle examination of anatomy was finished on May eighth. I could not say anything about the result of the examination, also I had done my best in it, but sometimes I really want to forget it. No matter how the score about the examination, I hope that I couldn't feel regret.

Like the past after the examination, I return to the dormitory. That time I thought I needed to take a rest or go to bed. At the result, I spent about four hours seeing the animation "Gintama". "Gintama" is a funny animation,but sometimes the conversations in it is very vulgar. And then, I spent about three hours playing online game. I know it was unhealthy that staying a long time in the dormitory, but comparing with going shopping, I prefer to staying in the dormitory. How a corrupt life I have! After all, I have a leisurely day.

"Diary" Take a rest

Although the middle examination was not end, I gave myself a leisurely afternoon on Wednesday.
My roommate and I saw the animation change our mind, we laugh very loud together. I hoped we didn't annoy others. After seeing the animation, we went apart to do other leisurely things by ourselves. She went to see the article which were written by others and played RO. I went to play the online game "Pangya" which is a golf-played game. Because I seldom played game too long, I just played about three o'clock and then I felt tired. Because of little sense of iniquity, I spent one o'clock writing the physical report and read some books. At the ending, I went to bed at eleven-thirty. I had a long time to sleep in a good mood.